..only you..

sometimes all i really want to do is sit beside you..i want to watch cheesy and crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together..i want to plan things with you, things we'll never do, but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me..i want to talk to you about everything and anything..i want to go of around with you and makes jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless..

i just want to fall in love with you over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other..BUT TILL THEN I WANT YOU AND JUST YOU..^_^

..i miss these things..

I MISS THESE THINGS..

# waking up at 8.00 and running outside to play with my friends
# not caring what i looked like
# not worrying if he would like me
# getting dirty and coming home and taking a bubble bath
# when swearing was such a bad thing
# when there wasn't such a thing as a rumor
# when getting in trouble at school was only because you wouldn't share your crayons, when your only number was your house number
# when we didn't spend 5 hours a day on FB, YM, SKYPE, MS, BLOG, THUMBR..
# when the only reason girls cried was when they got hurt or if someone died
# holding your moms hand while in the mall
# when the only music we listened to was on disney
# when or parents would plan who we hung out with
# when we did whatever we wanted without being judged
# when we didn't text all day

..what i would like..

i would like you to give me :-

>> a cd made with your favourite songs
>> a mini eiffel tower
>> a kiss all smeared with chocolate
>> one airplane ticket to visit you
>> anything that suprising me..!! [but it has to be delivered by the mailman]
>> a love song with my name
>> a globe..so i could see the whole world
>> a star named after me
>> a long distance call in the middle of the night, just to talk about how bored you are
>> your jacket
>> your most obscure secret
>> a funny public demonstration of love
>> those pair of socks i told you i needed
>>your unbreaking and pure true love

..that should be me..

that should be me holding your hand

that should be me making you laugh

that should be me this is so sad

that should be me that should be me

that should be me feeling your kiss

that should be me buying you gifts

this is so wrong i cant go on

till you believe that..THAT SHOULD BE ME..

..a reason..

i used to just lay there in my bed and try to find a reason..

a reason to stay
a reason to leave
a reason to give up
a reason to believe
a reason to remember
a reason to forget
a reason to love
a reason to hate
a reason .. just about..EVERYTHING..

Where did i go wrong..??
Whats wrong with me..??

i got tired of finding a reason so i stopped..sometimes all you need is just to stop for a minute..more stupid questions..more stupids answers..


everything does not happen for a reason..


flashback memories might kill, but they come and go as well as feelings..


nothing is simple..why make them more complicated anyway..??

..rules to be happy..^^

Five Simple Rules for Happiness :-

1. Free your heart from hatred
2. Free your mind from worries
3. Live simply
4. Give more
5. Expect less

..by hook or by crook..

if someone wants to be a part of your life,

they'll make an effort to be in it..

DONT BOTHER reserving a space in your heart

for someone who doesn't make an effort to STAY..^_^

..juz put me there..

if you want me in your life..

 put me there..

 i should't have to fight for a spot..
 

..times..

sometimes you need a second chance..because time wasn't ready for the first time..^_^

..be real & get real..

>>stop trying to be like someone else

>>be you

>>no one is like you

>>no more hating yourself

>>love what you have

>>embrace what you have

>>everyone has an insecurity

>>learn to love every single part of yourself

>>gain confidence in yourself

>>remember that everyone may seem a certain way on the surface

>>you may want to be more like them

>>or have what they have

>>you only know half of it

>>you don't know what are behind those walls

>>you only know yourself

>>so be yourself

>>be real

>>love who you are

>>love your flaws

>>love all the imperfections

>>know that you are not alone

>>know that being imperfect is stunning

..THINGS THAT GIRL EVER WANT BUT WONT ASK FOR IT JUST B'COZ OF YOU..

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..45 THING A GIRL EVER WANT BUT WONT ASK FOR IT JUST B'COZ OF YOU..

1. Touch her waist

2. Acctually talk to her

3. Share secrets with her

4. Always care about her

5. Kiss her slowly

ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS..??!!

6. Hug her

7. Hold her

8. Laugh with her

9. Invite her somewhere

10. Hangout with her and your friends together

KEEP READING OKEY..

11. Smile with her

12. Take pictures with her

13. Pull her onto your lap

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it..FIGHT BACK..;p

15. When her friends say " I love her more than you", deny it. FIGHT BACK & HUG HER TIGHT so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved

ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE..?? he3

16. Always hug her and say I LOVE YOU whenever you see her

17. Kiss her unexpectedly

18. Hug her from behind around the waist

19. Tell her she's beautiful

20. Tell her the way you feel about her

ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO DO TO SHOW HER YOU ACTUALLY DO MEAN IT..

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car [it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurt to act like a gentleman]

22. Tell her she's your everything [ BUT ONLY IF YOU REALLY MEAN IT..!! ]

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her [if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT..so just hug her]

24. Make her feel loved

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER GIRLS you know!!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE & KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US..^_^

26. Don't lie to her

27. Don't cheat on her

28. Take her anywhere she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning & tell her have a good day & how much you miss her

30. Be there for her whenever she needs you and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS..?? YOU BETTER..B'COZ IT'S IMPORTANT..!!

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too

32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her

33. Kiss her on the cheek [it will give hint that you want to kiss her]

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder..then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly

35. Don't ever tell her to leave even joking or act like you are mad..[if she's upset, comfort her]

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT..!!

36. When people diss her, stand up for her

37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her

38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rest her eyes and listens to you

39. When walking next to each other grab her hand

40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE'S LOVED..!!

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams

42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears

43. Take her for long walks at night

44. Always remind her how much you love her

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you are sitting on her

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHEN SHE NEEDS JUST A LITTLE MORE LOVE..^_^

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..The Call..

Regina Spektor- The Call mp3 free download

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

 

And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

 

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

 

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
  No need to say goodbye
 

You'll come back when it's over
  No need to say goodbye
 

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
 

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes 

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye 

..persahabatan..

sepatutnya dalam sesebuah persabahatan 

x perlu wujud perkataan  

MAAF dan TERIMA KASIH..

 kerana nilai sesebuah persahabatan itu sendiri yang terlalu tinggi dan suci hingga 

tidak sepatutnya dicemari dengan perkataan ini..:]

..grenade..

OMG..oh my guchi..oh my prada..ha3..beshhh sgt lagu neyhh..errrkkk..yeahhh "grenade"[BOM TANGAN]..I'LL CATCH IT JUST 4 YOU..:]

EASY COME, EASY GO

that's just how you live

take, take, take it all

but YOU NEVER GIVE

should of known you was trouble from the first kiss

had your eyes wide open

why were they open??

GAVE YOU ALL I HAD

AND YOU TOSSED IT IN THE TRASH

YOU TOSSED IT IN THE TRASH, YOU DID

to give me all YOUR LOVE is all i ever asked

cause what you don't understand is

i'd CATCH A GRENADE for you

THROW MY HAND ON A BLADE for you

i'd JUMP IN FRONT OF A TRAIN for you

you know I'D DO ANYTHING for you

I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN

TAKE A BULLET STRAIGHT THROUGH MY BRAIN

YES I WOULD DIE FOR YOU BABY

but YOU WONT DO THE SAME

no, no, no, no

black, black, black and blue beat me

till i'm numb tell the devil i said hey

WHEN YOU GET BACK TO WHERE YOU'RE FROM

MAD WOMAN, BAD WOMAN

THAT'S JUST WHAT YOU ARE

YOU'LL SMILE IN MY FACE THEN RIP THE BREAKS OUT MY CAR 

GAVE YOU ALL I HAD

AND YOU TOSSED IT IN THE TRASH

YOU TOSSED IT IN THE TRASH, YOU DID

to give me all YOUR LOVE is all i ever asked

cause what you don't understand is

i'd CATCH A GRENADE for you

THROW MY HAND ON A BLADE for you

i'd JUMP IN FRONT OF A TRAIN for you

you know I'D DO ANYTHING for you

I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN

TAKE A BULLET STRAIGHT THROUGH MY BRAIN

YES I WOULD DIE FOR YOU BABY

but YOU WONT DO THE SAME

IF MY BODY WAS ON FIRE

YOU'D WATCH ME BURN DOWN IN FLAMES

YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME, YOU'RE A LIAR

cause you NEVER, EVER, EVER DID BABY

BUT DARLING..

i'd STILL CATCH A GRENADE for you

THROW MY HAND ON A BLADE for you

i'd JUMP IN FRONT OF A TRAIN for you

you know I'D DO ANYTHING for you

I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN

TAKE A BULLET STRAIGHT THROUGH MY BRAIN

YES I WOULD DIE FOR YOU BABY

but YOU WONT DO THE SAME

no YOU WONT DO THE SAME

YOU WOULDN'T DO THE SAME

YOU'LL NEVER DO THE SAME

no, no, no, no.....

..just a dream..

dinda says : lagu neyh beshhh..tp makne yg sgt mendalam..:]

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

i was at the top

now its like i'm in the basement

number 1 spot

now you finding a replacement

i swear now i cant take it

knowing somebodys got my baby..!!

now you wait around

baby i cant think

i should put it down

should got that ring

coz i can still feel it in the air

see your pretty face

run my fingers through your hair..

my love

my life

my baby

my wife

you left me im tight

coz i knew that it just aint right..

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

and i be riding

and i swear i see your face and every time

i try to get my usher on but i cant let it burn

and i just hope that you notice

YOU THE ONLY ONE I YEARN FOR

no more SOONER will i learn..!!

didn't give you all my love

i guess now i got my PAYBACK

now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby

hey..

YOU WAS SO EASY TO LOVE

but wait i guess my love wasn't enough

i'm going through it every time that i'm alone

now i'm wishing you would just pick up the phone

but you made a decision 

that you wanted to move on

COZ I WAS WRONG..!!

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

IF YOU EVER LOVED SOMEBODY PUT YOUR HANDS UP

AND NOW THEY'RE GONE

AND YOU WISH YOU COULD GIVE THEM EVERYTHING..

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

..waiting 4 the end..

dinda says : beshh layan lagu neyh [WAITING FOR THE END]..TOUCHING weyhhhh..ha3..;p

THIS IS NOT THE END

THIS IS NOT THE BEGINNING

just a voice like a riot

rocking every revision

but you listen to the tone

and the violet rhythm

though the words sound steady

something empty's within 'em

we say Yeah..!!

with first flying up in the air

LIKE WE'RE HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING

THAT INVISIBLE THERE

cuz we're living at the mercy of

the PAIN and the FEAR

until we DEAD IT, FORGET IT

LET IT ALL DISSAPEAR..!!

WAITING FOR THE END TO COME

WISHING I HAD STRENGTH TO STAND

THIS IS NOT WHAT I HAD PLANNED

IT'S OUT OF MY CONTROL..!!

flying at the speed of light

thoughts we're spinning in my head

SO MANY THINGS WERE LEFT UNSAID

ITS HARD TO LET YOU GO..!!

i know what it takes to move on

i know how it feels to lie

ALL I WANNA DO

IS TRADE THIS LIFE FOR SOMETHING NEW

HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT..!!

sitting in an empty room

TRYING TO FORGET THE PAST

THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO LAST

I WISH IT WASN'T SO..!!

i know what it takes to move on

i know how it feels to lie

ALL I WANNA DO

IS TRADE THIS LIFE FOR SOMETHING NEW

HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT..!!

what was left when that fire was gone..??

I THOUGHT IT FELT RIGHT

BUT THAT RIGHT WAS WRONG

all caught up in the eye of the storm

and trying to figure out what it's like moving on

and i dont even know what kind of things i've said

my mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

so, picking up the pieces, NOW WHERE TO BEGIN..??

the hardest part of ending is  

STARTING AGAIN..

ALL I WANNA DO

IS TRADE THIS LIFE FOR SOMETHING NEW

HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT..!!

THIS IS NOT THE END

THIS IS NOT THE BEGINNING

just a voice like a riot

rocking every revision

but you listen to the tone

and the violet rhythm

though the words sound steady

something empty's within 'em

we say Yeah..!!

with first flying up in the air

like we're holding onto something

that invisible there

cuz we're living at the mercy of

the PAIN and the FEAR

until we DEAD IT, FORGET IT

LET IT ALL DISSAPEAR..!!

>>:'(

..life..

this life goes on starting to learn more n more about responsibility and i realize that everything that i do is affecting the people around me..so i wanted to take thiz time out to apologize for things that i've done and for things that haven't occurred yet and things that they dont want to take responsibility for..:]