..just a dream..

dinda says : lagu neyh beshhh..tp makne yg sgt mendalam..:]

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

i was at the top

now its like i'm in the basement

number 1 spot

now you finding a replacement

i swear now i cant take it

knowing somebodys got my baby..!!

now you wait around

baby i cant think

i should put it down

should got that ring

coz i can still feel it in the air

see your pretty face

run my fingers through your hair..

my love

my life

my baby

my wife

you left me im tight

coz i knew that it just aint right..

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

and i be riding

and i swear i see your face and every time

i try to get my usher on but i cant let it burn

and i just hope that you notice

YOU THE ONLY ONE I YEARN FOR

no more SOONER will i learn..!!

didn't give you all my love

i guess now i got my PAYBACK

now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby

hey..

YOU WAS SO EASY TO LOVE

but wait i guess my love wasn't enough

i'm going through it every time that i'm alone

now i'm wishing you would just pick up the phone

but you made a decision 

that you wanted to move on

COZ I WAS WRONG..!!

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

IF YOU EVER LOVED SOMEBODY PUT YOUR HANDS UP

AND NOW THEY'RE GONE

AND YOU WISH YOU COULD GIVE THEM EVERYTHING..

i was thinking about you

i'm thinking about me

i'm thinking about us

where we gonna be

open my eyes

AND IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

so i travel back down the road

wish you come back

no one knows

AND I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM..!!

..waiting 4 the end..

dinda says : beshh layan lagu neyh [WAITING FOR THE END]..TOUCHING weyhhhh..ha3..;p

THIS IS NOT THE END

THIS IS NOT THE BEGINNING

just a voice like a riot

rocking every revision

but you listen to the tone

and the violet rhythm

though the words sound steady

something empty's within 'em

we say Yeah..!!

with first flying up in the air

LIKE WE'RE HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING

THAT INVISIBLE THERE

cuz we're living at the mercy of

the PAIN and the FEAR

until we DEAD IT, FORGET IT

LET IT ALL DISSAPEAR..!!

WAITING FOR THE END TO COME

WISHING I HAD STRENGTH TO STAND

THIS IS NOT WHAT I HAD PLANNED

IT'S OUT OF MY CONTROL..!!

flying at the speed of light

thoughts we're spinning in my head

SO MANY THINGS WERE LEFT UNSAID

ITS HARD TO LET YOU GO..!!

i know what it takes to move on

i know how it feels to lie

ALL I WANNA DO

IS TRADE THIS LIFE FOR SOMETHING NEW

HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT..!!

sitting in an empty room

TRYING TO FORGET THE PAST

THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO LAST

I WISH IT WASN'T SO..!!

i know what it takes to move on

i know how it feels to lie

ALL I WANNA DO

IS TRADE THIS LIFE FOR SOMETHING NEW

HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT..!!

what was left when that fire was gone..??

I THOUGHT IT FELT RIGHT

BUT THAT RIGHT WAS WRONG

all caught up in the eye of the storm

and trying to figure out what it's like moving on

and i dont even know what kind of things i've said

my mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

so, picking up the pieces, NOW WHERE TO BEGIN..??

the hardest part of ending is  

STARTING AGAIN..

ALL I WANNA DO

IS TRADE THIS LIFE FOR SOMETHING NEW

HOLDING ON TO WHAT I HAVEN'T GOT..!!

THIS IS NOT THE END

THIS IS NOT THE BEGINNING

just a voice like a riot

rocking every revision

but you listen to the tone

and the violet rhythm

though the words sound steady

something empty's within 'em

we say Yeah..!!

with first flying up in the air

like we're holding onto something

that invisible there

cuz we're living at the mercy of

the PAIN and the FEAR

until we DEAD IT, FORGET IT

LET IT ALL DISSAPEAR..!!

>>:'(

..life..

this life goes on starting to learn more n more about responsibility and i realize that everything that i do is affecting the people around me..so i wanted to take thiz time out to apologize for things that i've done and for things that haven't occurred yet and things that they dont want to take responsibility for..:]

..layan APA MAHUMU..

KAU BERJANJI

YANG KAU X AKAN PERGI

MANIS MULUT BERBICARA

KAU TELAH HANCURKAN

SEMUA YANG TERINDAH

MENJADI DEBU BERTERBANGAN

APA MAHUMU

KAU MEMBUATKU

JADI X MENENTU

APAKAH SALAHKU

HINGGA KAMU

HANCURKAN HATIKU

HANYA SESALAN YANG ADA

YANG BERMAIN DALAM JIWA

BARU KU SEDARI

CINTAMU MERACUN DALAM CINTA

YANG KITA CIPTA..

besh sgt lgu ney..ntah npew tibe3 jewp aq nk dgr lagu ney..ha3 touching lbeyh3 plak kn..idop cm ney larh..ade pasang surutnye..ade kala kite kt ats..tp sumtimes kt bwah..n skrng asenye aq kt bwah kowt..t'lalu bnyk sgt mende yg aku t'pkse lalui sorg3 sejak dua menjak neyh..its really HURT..tp aq taw aq diberi ujian yg cm ney sb 'DIA' tahu yg aq mampu nak lalui semua ney..even xdk cpew yg dtg nk hulurkn tgn..aq akn cube utk bgon sendiri setelah sekian lame aq jatuh..:] JUST KEEP TRYING..

-nana-

-27/12/10-

..love the way you lie..[part 2]

on the first page of our story, the future seems so bright

and this thing turned out so evil, I dont know why I'm still suprised

even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes

but you'll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind

just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but thats alright because I like the way it hurts

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but thats alright because I love the way you lie

<3 I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE <3

now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight

in this tug of war, you'll always win, even when i'm right

cause you feed me fables from your hand

with violet words and empty threats and its sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied

just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but thats alright because I like the way it hurts

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but thats alright because I love the way you lie

<3 I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE <3

so may be i'm a masochist

I try to run but I dont wanna ever leave

till the walls are going up in smoke with all our memories

this morning you wake a sunray hits your face

smeared makeup as we lay the wake of destruction

hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry that you

pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me

try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me

run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy

baby without you I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me

then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me

then after that shove me in the aftermath of the

destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we

know that no matter how many knives we put in each others backs

that we'll have each others back, cause we're that lucky

together we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills

you hit me twice, yeah, but who's counting

I may have hit you three times, I'm starting to lose count

but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain

our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counselin'

this house is too huge if you move out I'll burn all two thousand

square feet of it to the ground, aint shit you can do about it

with you I'm in my f-kin mind, without you I'm out it

just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but thats alright because I like the way it hurts

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but thats alright because I love the way you lie

<3 I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE <3

-nana-

-26/12/10-